DescriptionI'm Ryn. I've only picked up lyric writing recently. I can't sing or play an instrument but actually writing the words is deeply fun and therapeutic for me. I typically end up writing in a sort of punk feeling genre, maybe a bit of confessional? I'm hoping to hear my songs sung by real people, just for fun or even professionally in the future.

Dreams & AmbitionsMy only real dream is to enjoy myself in every aspect of this hobby of mine.

Use of AII've only used AI to hear my lyrics. All words written on the page are mine.

Lyrics

Genres: Indie, Folk, Singer-Songwriter

i don't know how to be someone worth waiting for,
i don't wanna be the dead weight,
I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying,
to get myself out of this goddamn door.

i don't wanna drag you down....
i don't wanna see your disappointment...
I keep my eyes on the ground...
'cause if I look up I'll break.

... I don't want to break

I don't wanna be the fuckin' dead weight,
dragging you around,
pulling you down,
tied to your ankles, but you're trying to swim

don't save me,
I know you're trying,

I'm trying, too

I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying
I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying

I'm trying

just leave me behind,
let me slip beneath the waves,
just let me go, swim away,
i don't wanna be dead weight.

Maybe in another life
i can swim, too
someone you don't have to carry,
someone who can stay and not just....
fade.

God, I wish I could be her,
i wish I knew how to be her,
i swear I'm reaching, I
i swear I'm trying, I
I feel I might be dying, I
I swear I'm still trying

but I don't know how to be someone worth waiting for,
i don't wanna be dead weight,
I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying,
and I'll keep trying, still

even if it hurts,
even if I'm sinking,
even through borrowed breath,
even if it hurts...

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